Minho enters the classroom after the first subject is over. it doesn't really matter since he's great at math, so, he just walk in right after Miss Son get out of the class. Everyone's eyes are on him but he keeps his poker face on and heads to his seat. as his eyes land itself on EunShi's face, he can feels the blood rushing to his face. his knee starts to shake and shiver. slowly, he walks towards his seat, trying his best not to let his expression change and sit. but EunShi is still looking at him, and he can't avoid making eye contact with her. as he sits, she asks...
EunShi: (whispering) Where did u go?
Minho: (slides his chair a little closer to EunShi's desk) I, i, i helped Onew hyung...
EunShi: Really?
Minho: (nods)
EunShi: I see... (looks away)
Just then, Jaejin [The Monitor] comes to him...
Jaejin: Uh, Minho... um, Choi Minho?
Minho: (cold stare) Mwo?
Jaejin: Ah, i, i just wanna know... where, where did u went to just now?
Minho: (looks away) I went to help Jinki sunbae...
Jaejin: Jinki sunbae?? the president?
Minho: (nods)
Jaejin: Ah, really? then, excuse me... (runs to his seat)
He doesn't show any expression and stares at his book. even though his heart is racing like crazy when he's talking to EunShi just now. he's about to ask her whether she's ok or not, but that stupid monitor just came and destroy everything. but, he can ask her after this, or during recess, or after school, during the club activities! club? oh yes! EunShi hasn't decide which club to join yet!! he closes his book and turns his head. however, right before he turns, Sulli and Hyomin rush to her..
Sulli: EunShi, EunShi! are u ok??
Hyomin: Yeah! yeah! are u hurt?
Sulli: We're so worried about u!
Hyomin: (nods) Um! gwenchanayo??
EunShi: Ah, (smiles bitterly) ye... gwenchana... thanks for asking...
Sulli: Jeongmal? uh... here... (puts a bottle on her desk) drink it! u'll feel energized again!
EunShi: Huh? (takes the bottle) green tea? where's the label?
Sulli: Ah? (blush) it's... it's from my house...
EunShi: Your house? oh, u made it?
Sulli: (nods and blush)
Hyomin: It's great! Sulli's family have been planning to sell it! (smiles)
EunShi: Really? that's great! (smiles)
Suddenly...
Soojung: Huh? (approaches them) do u really think EunShi would've want to drink that?
Suzy: Euww... that's nasty... she'll never drink something so cheap like that...
Soojung: Ah! i got it now!!
Suzy: Hmm? mwoya? mwoya?
Soojung: Now i know why these two beggars befriends with EunShi!
Suzy: Huh? wae?
Soojung: Because the want to take advantage of her!!
Suzy: Advantage? u mean... oh!! now i get it!! oh, that's awful!!
Soojung: Isn't it??
Suzy: (nods) Um! EunShi! u shouldn't hang out with these kind of people! they're only going to play with your money!!
Soojung: Yes!!
Now, everyone gives a dirty look to both of them. Sulli is about to cry and Hyomin is as red as a lobster. irritated, EunShi stands.
EunShi: Get out of my sight, u two!
Soojung: Omo, poor them~
EunShi: I said u two! (looks at Soojung and Suzy)
Suzy: Mwo??
Sulli: EunShi-ah... gwenchana yo... i'm used to it...
Hyomin: (nods)
EunShi: (walks towards them) They're beggars eh? if they're beggars, what're u guys? huh?
Soojung: Mwo??? we're saving u from them, yet u said this to us??
EunShi: (stares) Did i ever tell u to save me?
Suzy: That's rude!
EunShi: Mwo? did i swear? did i curse?
Suzy: Uh! just because u're the Director's granddaughter, doesn't mean u can talk down to us like that!!
EunShi: When did i talk down to u? watch what u're saying, missy. i don't come here because of my grandfather.
Suzy: Then what?? because u want your boyfriend back??
EunShi: Mworago??
Suzy: It's true right? u come here because of Kibum!
Soojung: Suzy-ah.. (whisper) stop it...
Suzy: No! this girl... (points to EunShi) need someone to tell her what she can, and she can't do! she can't just do whatever she wants because this is her grandfather's school! she's not the Princess or the queen of the school!! she's, she's...
Soojung: Suzy! (covers her mouth)
Suzy: Het he ho!! [let me go]
EunShi: Oh, really? (death stare)
Soojung&Suzy: Huh?
EunShi: U're saying that i'm not educated huh? i'm being snobby??
Soojung: Uh, no... no...
EunShi: Well, i don't care.
Class: Huh?
EunShi: I don't care. u guys can say whatever u want about me. i don't care. i couldn't care less.
Soojung: Mwo?
EunShi: Do i need to repeat myself?
Soojung: Uh...
Suzy: (manages to let go) So u're saying that it's true???
EunShi: No. but i don't care about that, since u guys don't know me.
Suzy: Huh?
EunShi: I don't mind u talk about me, but...
Suzy: But what?
EunShi: Don't u dare talk bad about my friends!!
Suzy: What?? them??
EunShi: Yes! they're my friends!
Suzy: U stood up for them? for the beggars?
EunShi: And don't call them that!
Suzy: What?
EunShi: They're no beggars! yes, u may have more money than they do, but, if u're talking about manners, u're lower than them!
Suzy: I'm, i'm what?
EunShi: Don't expect me to not know u and your family, Bae Suji...
Suzy: Huh? (turning red)
EunShi: (whisper) I still remember how your father begs my father to help your company when u're about to bankrupt, seven years ago...
Suzy: Mwo.. mwo? (shivers)
EunShi: We don't want anyone to know how u eat from the garbage can right?
Suzy: (falls down) U, u... u knew??
Soojung: Suzy!
EunShi: (evil smile) I do.. and i still remember it correctly... every detail of it...
Suzy: (bows) Mian, mianhae!! jeongmal mianhae!!
Soojung: Suzy?
EunShi: I assume we're good now?
Suzy: (nods) Ye! we are... we are...
EunShi: Good... please be aware that i hate using this kind of thing...
Suzy: Yes. most certainly... i'll never forget...
EunShi: (walks to her seat and opens the bottle)
Sulli: Ah! u don't, u don't have to drink it...
EunShi: Huh? but u give it to me...
Sulli: No, that's not what i mean...
EunShi: So, i can drink it right?
Sulli: Ah...
EunShi takes a sip and drinks it. almost half of it...
EunShi: It's great! Hyomin, u're right!
Sulli: Real, really?
EunShi: (nods) Seriously!
Hyomin: U like it? (smiles)
EunShi: (nods)
Sulli: U're not lying??
EunShi: I'll never say i like something unless i really like it. (smiles)
Sulli: (teary eyes) Go, gomapda...
EunShi: (smiles and takes out a handkerchief) It's nothing... (wipes her tears)
Sulli: Ah... (touched) jeongmal kamsahamnida...
Hyomin: Told u she's gonna like it... (pats her shoulder)
EunShi: Can i have this tomorrow too?
Sulli: For sure!!
EunShi: (smiles) Great!
Minho, who's looking at the window, smiles. he love hearing the way she talks and how she treats people. he's touched. for some people, they may think she's a fake. but to him, she's a pure kind. she's so modest, and lovely. and his feelings grow harder for her. and now he wonders, does she like him??
*Recess...
Jinwoon heads to Class 1-1 to look for Kibum. when he got there, he's nowhere to be found. so, he asks the guys...
Jinwoon: Hey... do u know where Kibum is?
Boy: Kibum?
Jinwoon: (nods) Yeah...
Boy: He hasn't enter the class since the first period...
Jinwoon: Huh??
Boy 2: He got into another quarrel with Lee EunShi...
Jinwoon: Mwo??
Boy: (nods) It's pretty bad...
Jinwoon: Thanks for telling me that! (runs)
Jinwoon knows where he went to. he knows. and he rushes to the roof top, and he's right. Kibum is leaning against the wall, with an empty look on his face. he looks pathetic, he must say. he approaches him and sit next to him...
Jinwoon: U look awful, man.
Kibum: (silent)
Jinwoon: (sighs) What now?
Kibum: She... (rough voice) she must hate me now...
Jinwoon: Ya... u don't know...
Kibum: She does! i know!! she hated me!! she really do!!
Jinwoon: Kibum! calm yourself! why're u being like this??
Kibum: I can't forget her, Jinwoon. i can't. she's stuck in here! (hit his head) in here! (hit his chest) she's all over me!! i can't forget her!! there's no way i could!!
Jinwoon: Man, calm down... u're miserable... u're thinking straight right now...
Kibum: No! no! i want her, Jinwoon, i want her!!!
Jinwoon: Kim Kibum!!
Kibum: (shakes head) I can't... i can't get her out of my mind! out of my sight! she's everywhere!!
Jinwoon: Kibum...
Kibum: Why is this happening to me, Jinwoon? wae?? wae... (tears)
Jinwoon: (pats his shoulder) She's your first love right?
Kibum: (nods)
Jinwoon: Then don't force yourself... she'll eventually fade away...
Kibum: I don't want her to...
Jinwoon: Kibum!
Kibum: What? u can't expect me to forget her!
Jinwoon: That's your problem, man! it's not that u can't forget her! it's because u don't want to forget her! geez! i don't understand ex-lovers!
Kibum: U... uh...
Jinwoon: (shakes head) Enough... if u don't want to forget her, then win her back.
Kibum: Huh?
Jinwoon: Win her back. or do u want to see her with someone else?
Right at that moment, Kibum recalls the face of his enemy, Minho. snap! he remembers the image he saw when he's hallucinating. and, he doesn't want that to happen. he never will.
Kibum: No!
Jinwoon: There u have it... win her back... play your game...
Kibum: (nods) Yes! i will! (stands) i'll win her back!
Jinwoon: That's the spirit! (smiles) go man!!
Kibum: Yes!! thanks man! (pats him)
Jinwoon: No problem, bro... but, before that...
Kibum: Huh?
Jinwoon: Wash yourself. u look like u haven't take a bath for one week.
Kibum: Huh?? i look that awful??
Jinwoon: Yeah... uh maybe, much worse...
Kibum: It can't be!
Jinwoon: (points to the door's glass) Take a look of yourself...
Kibum: (looks)
As Kibum sees his own reflection, he screams...
Kibum: No!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Chapter 7 (part 5)> Hurt Souls...
After washing her face, and redo her hair, EunShi enters the classroom. Miss Son is already standing at the front of the class, with the attendance book on her left hand. slowly, she approaches her and apologizes...
EunShi: Um, joesonghamnida, seonsaengnim...
Miis Son: Where have u been, Miss Lee?
EunShi: I, i'm with my brother...
Miss Son: (sighs) Gwenchana, u can go to your place. please make sure this kind of thing won't happen again, arasso?
EunShi: (nods) Ye, seonsaengnim... kamsahamnida... (walks to her seat)
Everyone's eyes are on her. they're still wondering about what had happened earlier. Soojung and Suzy give her a death stare but she ignores them. as she sits, she realizes that Minho is not in the class. she thought that he's already in the class since she went to the toilet first before coming back to class. and, when she turns, Kibum seat is empty too. she wonders why but, she quickly shakes her head and opens her book. as if nothing happens. with everyone still staring at her, she needs to show that she's not troubled or interrupted by the ruckus just now. then...
Miss Son: Miss Lee?
EunShi: (raise her head) Yes, seonsaengnim?
Miss Son: Do u know where Mr. Choi is?
EunShi: Ah, um... he's still in the council's office when i left... but i don't where he is right now...
Miss Son: I see... gwenchana... thanks for telling me that...
EunShi: (nods)
Miss Son: Then, does anyone knows where Mr. Kim went to?
Class: (silent)
Miss Son: (looks around) No? (sighs) this boy... (closes the book) never mind, let's continue with our lesson. everyone open page . . .
She tries to focus on the lesson. but she can't. she's really bothered, she's really interrupted by what just happened. she tries to act cool, as if nothing had happened to her. even though she's hurt. really hurt. acting tough, is not her thing. she may be able to hide it from people. but, she can't lie to herself. she's hurt. her heart feels like it was stomped and trampled over and over again.
*Class 3-3...
Mrs. Jeong: Here... this is your new class, Miss Kim..
Hyunki: (bows) Ah, kamsahamnida, seonsaengnim...
Mrs. Jeong: Oh, yeah... before i forgot... (takes out a ribbon) here's your ribbon... u can wear it while i greet the students first ok?
Hyunki: (takes) Ah, ye... (wears it)
Mrs. Jeong: Good... (opens the door)
Monitor: Stand. bow.
Mrs. Jeong: (nods) Good morning, students... how are u guys today? (smiles)
Class: Fine, seonsaengnim!
Mrs. Jeong: Good... well, i have good news for u guys...
Class: Huh?
Monitor (Doojoon): What is it, seonsaengnim?
Mrs. Jeong: (smiles) Well, u guys are going to get new friend today.
Class: (cheer)
Mrs. Jeong: (looks at the door) Miss Kim, u can enter now...
Boys: It's a girl!
Girls: Shut up!
Mrs. Jeong: Calm down now...
Hyunki: (opens the door and enters) Annyeong haseyo. (bows) Kim Hyunki imnida. please take care of me this year...
Class: Ne!!
Mrs. Jeong: (writes her name on the board) Miss Kim just transferred from Beijing, so, treat her well ok?
Class: Whoa... Beijing?
Hyunki: Ah, ne...
Mrs. Jeong: Now, now... u can ask her anything that u want, but not now ok? open your books now!
Class: (sighs) Ne...
Mrs. Jeong: Ah, u can sit at the empty sit there... (points)
Hyunki: Ah, ne... (walks)
*Student Council's Office...
>>>>>>>>BELL RINGS<<<<<<<<
Onew looks at his watch. it seems like the 1st period already over...
Onew: Ah, u should go back to your class now. the 1st period already over. i'm sorry i took your time...
Minho: (still blushing) Ah, ani, gwenchana... (stands) then, see u later, hyung...
Onew: (nods) Ye... and Minho...
Minho: Yes?
Onew: (smiles) Please look after her, if u don't feel it's burdening u...
Minho: Ani! it's not burdening at all!!
Onew: Ah, ye... (laughs) you're so fired up...
Minho: Ah... (looks away) i'm not...
Onew: (still laughing) Arasso, arasso... (shakes head) ah, and also... (pats his shoulder) best of luck...
Minho: (nods) Ye, hyung... see u later... (bows and walks towards the door)
Before he pulls the doorknob, he turns back...
Minho: Uh, hyung...
Onew: Hmm? what is it?
Minho: (covers his face) Can, can u, can u keep it a secret?
Onew: Mwo?
Minho: Uh, what, what i just told u...
Onew: (smiles) Of course. no need to worry...
Minho: Thank u... (bows and walks away)
As Minho closes the door, Onew stares at the door and sighs. he's been trying so hard on keeping his smiling face. he's still thinking about the girl, no, not exactly the girl, but her name. Hyunki...
Onew: Lee Hyunki...
Without realizing it, he says the name. and now, tears start to fill his eyes. quickly, he wipes it over and shakes his head, trying to forget the painful feeling thats leaking out from his heart. he puts his hand on his hurting chest. not exactly hurt, but he can feels the pain from his heart. he leans against his table and the memories of her fills the entire room. he can't deny it, absolutely can't. he misses her, so much he feels like dying. he closes his eyes and all he can see is her. she's standing in front of him, smiling. probably the most beautiful smile to him. she reaches out her hand, trying to touch him. he tries to grab it, but, he realizes, he's only grabbing air. he clenches a fist and let it land on the table. the hard table. it hurts his hand, but he doesn't care. it doesn't hurt as much as his heart...
*Rooftop...
Kibum is still crying. he's hitting his chest, as if he's trying to make the pain disappears. but, it still there. the pain is still there. as though thousands of needles pricked his heart. as if it's been pierced with millions of arrows. it hurts, really hurts. tears flow down from his cheek again, hurting his eyes this time. but he didn't bothers to wipe it or stop crying. he pulls his hair, as if he's trying to pulls all out it out from his head. but, nothing happened. nothing changed. nothing. and he knows, all of this happened because of himself. no one else. not her. it was him. the reason he's being so pathetic right now is himself. he's the one who put himself in this messy situation. it was him. knowing that he can't stay like that forever, he puts his hand in his pocket, trying to find his handkerchief. he got it. but when he pulls it out, something drops out from his pocket onto the floor. what is it? he stares at the thing. he's just about to stop crying, but when he sees the thing. he cries again....
*SE High, Class 1-1...
The teacher already babbling about the world and what happened in the past. but, Ahn doesn't seem to care. she can't even hears what the teacher are babbling about. she's still thinking about Onew. the truth is, she didn't really mind if he didn't reply, but, he never, EVER, avoid her call. he'll pick it up, no matter what. he'll never, EVER, let the call, especially from her, get into the voice mail. NEVER. but today, he didn't text her as he usually did. he didn't replies to her. and he didn't pick up her calls! she's been calling her like tons of times, causing her to be late to enter the classroom. (because she went to the toilet to call him) and it hurts her. really hurt.
The truth is, she's been keeping something. from Onew, and even EunShi. she never tells a soul about this. Onew hurt her. not hurting her physically, but mentally. she knows that she's not the first for him. he had a girlfriend before. and from what he told her, and what EunShi told her too, she's dead. in an accident. but, he hasn't seems to forget about her yet. they may be look all lovey-dovey, but actually, they're not that lovey-dovey. he may have told her, many times, that he loves her, adores her. but, she never really feels that he meant it. she knows that he loves her, but not entirely. as if half of his heart is for someone else. and she knows who's that. it was her. his ex-girlfriend. but she never bothers to ask, even though she's dying to know. and the fact that it's killing her, really made her sad. he wants him, to at least tell her that he still can't forget about that girl. she doesn't mind, seriously. she just want him to be honest to her, and to himself as well. but he keeps lying and denying it. not to her, but to himself! he's been lying to himself. he's been lying about his own feeling! and, it kills her, seeing him like that. it really do...
EunShi: Um, joesonghamnida, seonsaengnim...
Miis Son: Where have u been, Miss Lee?
EunShi: I, i'm with my brother...
Miss Son: (sighs) Gwenchana, u can go to your place. please make sure this kind of thing won't happen again, arasso?
EunShi: (nods) Ye, seonsaengnim... kamsahamnida... (walks to her seat)
Everyone's eyes are on her. they're still wondering about what had happened earlier. Soojung and Suzy give her a death stare but she ignores them. as she sits, she realizes that Minho is not in the class. she thought that he's already in the class since she went to the toilet first before coming back to class. and, when she turns, Kibum seat is empty too. she wonders why but, she quickly shakes her head and opens her book. as if nothing happens. with everyone still staring at her, she needs to show that she's not troubled or interrupted by the ruckus just now. then...
Miss Son: Miss Lee?
EunShi: (raise her head) Yes, seonsaengnim?
Miss Son: Do u know where Mr. Choi is?
EunShi: Ah, um... he's still in the council's office when i left... but i don't where he is right now...
Miss Son: I see... gwenchana... thanks for telling me that...
EunShi: (nods)
Miss Son: Then, does anyone knows where Mr. Kim went to?
Class: (silent)
Miss Son: (looks around) No? (sighs) this boy... (closes the book) never mind, let's continue with our lesson. everyone open page . . .
She tries to focus on the lesson. but she can't. she's really bothered, she's really interrupted by what just happened. she tries to act cool, as if nothing had happened to her. even though she's hurt. really hurt. acting tough, is not her thing. she may be able to hide it from people. but, she can't lie to herself. she's hurt. her heart feels like it was stomped and trampled over and over again.
*Class 3-3...
Mrs. Jeong: Here... this is your new class, Miss Kim..
Hyunki: (bows) Ah, kamsahamnida, seonsaengnim...
Mrs. Jeong: Oh, yeah... before i forgot... (takes out a ribbon) here's your ribbon... u can wear it while i greet the students first ok?
Hyunki: (takes) Ah, ye... (wears it)
Mrs. Jeong: Good... (opens the door)
Monitor: Stand. bow.
Mrs. Jeong: (nods) Good morning, students... how are u guys today? (smiles)
Class: Fine, seonsaengnim!
Mrs. Jeong: Good... well, i have good news for u guys...
Class: Huh?
Monitor (Doojoon): What is it, seonsaengnim?
Mrs. Jeong: (smiles) Well, u guys are going to get new friend today.
Class: (cheer)
Mrs. Jeong: (looks at the door) Miss Kim, u can enter now...
Boys: It's a girl!
Girls: Shut up!
Mrs. Jeong: Calm down now...
Hyunki: (opens the door and enters) Annyeong haseyo. (bows) Kim Hyunki imnida. please take care of me this year...
Class: Ne!!
Mrs. Jeong: (writes her name on the board) Miss Kim just transferred from Beijing, so, treat her well ok?
Class: Whoa... Beijing?
Hyunki: Ah, ne...
Mrs. Jeong: Now, now... u can ask her anything that u want, but not now ok? open your books now!
Class: (sighs) Ne...
Mrs. Jeong: Ah, u can sit at the empty sit there... (points)
Hyunki: Ah, ne... (walks)
*Student Council's Office...
>>>>>>>>BELL RINGS<<<<<<<<
Onew looks at his watch. it seems like the 1st period already over...
Onew: Ah, u should go back to your class now. the 1st period already over. i'm sorry i took your time...
Minho: (still blushing) Ah, ani, gwenchana... (stands) then, see u later, hyung...
Onew: (nods) Ye... and Minho...
Minho: Yes?
Onew: (smiles) Please look after her, if u don't feel it's burdening u...
Minho: Ani! it's not burdening at all!!
Onew: Ah, ye... (laughs) you're so fired up...
Minho: Ah... (looks away) i'm not...
Onew: (still laughing) Arasso, arasso... (shakes head) ah, and also... (pats his shoulder) best of luck...
Minho: (nods) Ye, hyung... see u later... (bows and walks towards the door)
Before he pulls the doorknob, he turns back...
Minho: Uh, hyung...
Onew: Hmm? what is it?
Minho: (covers his face) Can, can u, can u keep it a secret?
Onew: Mwo?
Minho: Uh, what, what i just told u...
Onew: (smiles) Of course. no need to worry...
Minho: Thank u... (bows and walks away)
As Minho closes the door, Onew stares at the door and sighs. he's been trying so hard on keeping his smiling face. he's still thinking about the girl, no, not exactly the girl, but her name. Hyunki...
Onew: Lee Hyunki...
Without realizing it, he says the name. and now, tears start to fill his eyes. quickly, he wipes it over and shakes his head, trying to forget the painful feeling thats leaking out from his heart. he puts his hand on his hurting chest. not exactly hurt, but he can feels the pain from his heart. he leans against his table and the memories of her fills the entire room. he can't deny it, absolutely can't. he misses her, so much he feels like dying. he closes his eyes and all he can see is her. she's standing in front of him, smiling. probably the most beautiful smile to him. she reaches out her hand, trying to touch him. he tries to grab it, but, he realizes, he's only grabbing air. he clenches a fist and let it land on the table. the hard table. it hurts his hand, but he doesn't care. it doesn't hurt as much as his heart...
*Rooftop...
Kibum is still crying. he's hitting his chest, as if he's trying to make the pain disappears. but, it still there. the pain is still there. as though thousands of needles pricked his heart. as if it's been pierced with millions of arrows. it hurts, really hurts. tears flow down from his cheek again, hurting his eyes this time. but he didn't bothers to wipe it or stop crying. he pulls his hair, as if he's trying to pulls all out it out from his head. but, nothing happened. nothing changed. nothing. and he knows, all of this happened because of himself. no one else. not her. it was him. the reason he's being so pathetic right now is himself. he's the one who put himself in this messy situation. it was him. knowing that he can't stay like that forever, he puts his hand in his pocket, trying to find his handkerchief. he got it. but when he pulls it out, something drops out from his pocket onto the floor. what is it? he stares at the thing. he's just about to stop crying, but when he sees the thing. he cries again....
*SE High, Class 1-1...
The teacher already babbling about the world and what happened in the past. but, Ahn doesn't seem to care. she can't even hears what the teacher are babbling about. she's still thinking about Onew. the truth is, she didn't really mind if he didn't reply, but, he never, EVER, avoid her call. he'll pick it up, no matter what. he'll never, EVER, let the call, especially from her, get into the voice mail. NEVER. but today, he didn't text her as he usually did. he didn't replies to her. and he didn't pick up her calls! she's been calling her like tons of times, causing her to be late to enter the classroom. (because she went to the toilet to call him) and it hurts her. really hurt.
The truth is, she's been keeping something. from Onew, and even EunShi. she never tells a soul about this. Onew hurt her. not hurting her physically, but mentally. she knows that she's not the first for him. he had a girlfriend before. and from what he told her, and what EunShi told her too, she's dead. in an accident. but, he hasn't seems to forget about her yet. they may be look all lovey-dovey, but actually, they're not that lovey-dovey. he may have told her, many times, that he loves her, adores her. but, she never really feels that he meant it. she knows that he loves her, but not entirely. as if half of his heart is for someone else. and she knows who's that. it was her. his ex-girlfriend. but she never bothers to ask, even though she's dying to know. and the fact that it's killing her, really made her sad. he wants him, to at least tell her that he still can't forget about that girl. she doesn't mind, seriously. she just want him to be honest to her, and to himself as well. but he keeps lying and denying it. not to her, but to himself! he's been lying to himself. he's been lying about his own feeling! and, it kills her, seeing him like that. it really do...
There. 4 hurt souls, dying inside. 4 dying souls, trying to hide the pain from each other. One, who's hurting the most, Kibum. followed by the one who's been hiding her pain, EunShi. then, her brother, who can't stop thinking about someone. it's Onew. and lastly, Ahn. why? because of the memories. memories that were buried inside Onew's head. he can't seem to forget them. he remembers everything. everything. and those memories, even though she doesn't know what it is, its hurting her. in fact, it's killing her... she's crying inside. and so does her best friend. he's crying, blaming himself. and so do him, trying to forget things, but it keeps coming back to him. All four of them is hurting, and dying inside. and the wounds in their hearts are killing them, bit by bit. can they be healed? can all the hurt souls be healed? Find out in the next chapter...
Friday, January 21, 2011
Chapter 7 (part 4)> Ruckus (2)
*Class 1-1...
Onew: (enter the classroom) What's going on here??
Kibum: Uh... sunbae...
Onew: (approaches) EunShi? Minho? What happen? (stares at Kibum)
Minho: Uh... it's...
Kibum drops EunShi's hand. he's in a really awkward situation. he's just shouting at his ex-girlfriend and picking a fight with his enemy, and now his ex-girlfriend's brother is in front of them, asking them what's going on with a death stare on him. Kibum is sweating. he's stuttering and not knowing what to answer to him. as the results, he stares at his shoes.
Onew: What's. going. on.
EunShi: (shakes her head) No, nothing, oppa...
Onew: I'm waiting EunShi...
EunShi: No... nothing oppa..
Onew: (turns to Minho) Minho? what happen?
Minho: Uh... hyung... ani... (looks at EunShi)
EunShi shows him a no sign.
Minho: No, it's, it's just a quarrel... nothing to worry, hyung...
Onew: I believe that's not what i hear... (turns to Kibum) what u have to say, Kim Kibum?
Kibum: Ah... um...
Onew: I don't ask u to stutter. i'm asking u what u have to say about the ruckus u caused...
EunShi: Oppa.. enough... it's nothing... (stands)
Onew: I'm not talking to u!
EunShi: (shocked) Op, oppa...
Everyone who's focusing on the little fight just now stunned. they never saw their President shouts at anyone. he's known for his soft and gentle attitude. even when he's angry or upset, he never raise his tone or show that he's mad. instead, he'll just smile and says that he's tired and left. just like that, people will know that he's mad or upset. he never really shows any other emotions apart from his cheerful and fun side. but just now, he looks really mad and he just shouted! at his own sister! everyone's jaw drop. no one dares to make a noise..
Onew sighs and put his left hand on his forehead, realizing what he just did. he looks at EunShi, who's looking really scared and about to cry. he sighs again and pulls her over him and drags her out of the classroom. as he reaches the door, he turns and gives a sign to Minho, asking him to come along. Minho hesitates a little but he soon drags his feet towards them and follows them. leaving Kibum staring at his shoes with his teary eyes. just as the three of them disappear from their sights, everyone starts looking at Kibum while whispering to one another. Soojung and Suzy, stay at their seats even though they really want to rush to him and ask him what happen. with everyone busy talking about the four of them, and about Minho who called Onew as 'hyung' instead of 'sunbae', Kibum can feel his heart screaming from deep inside him. the truth is, he wants to scream too. but, even moving one bit hurts him. at last, he storms out of the class and runs away.
As he run, he can feel the warm fluid flowing out his eyes down to his cheeks and neck. but, he doesn't care and keep running. even when he saw Miss Son walking towards his way and told him not to run on the corridor and get back to class, he keep running. until he reach the place his feet stops. it's the rooftop. he slams the door and slams himself against it. and there, sitting alone, with his wet back and head against the door, and sweats all over his body, he cries. for real this time. he rubs his eyes a few times, thinking that this might be another dream. but, it didn't change. and, as he opens his wet eyes for, i don't know how many time, he knows that he's alone there, on the rooftop. he's not standing at the door or sitting at his place. he's sitting alone on the rooftop, with his sweat mixed with his tears that flows non-stop...
*Office/Staffroom...
Hyunki: Um, what's the matter seonsaengnim? is something wrong about my dongsaeng?
Mrs. Jeong: Huh? (sighs) aniya, aniya.. come, let's get u to class... we don't want u to be late on your first day right?
Hyunki: Ah? ye... (nods her head and follows her out)
As they walk, she looks around as if she's interested with her new school. but the truth is, she's not. she's still thinking about Mrs. Jeong long sigh when she mention about Kibum to her. and now she's wondering what did her dongsaeng have done until the teacher looks so miserable when she mentioned his name...
*Class 2-1 (Jonghyun's class)...
Jonghyun puts his bag on his desk and sits down. he can definitely feels the stares from the girls in his class. he can even hear the little whisper that they made around each other. as if he never hears it before. but, what can he do about it? he never know why people adore him so much. but he never bothers to ask. he come to school to study and to focus on his job in the council, not to adore himself or counting how many fans he has so far. he never even think about it. and even when he sees a pile of letters, with nice smell and hearts print on it, he never bothers to open one. instead, he shoves all of it in his bag (in a special compartment), which will be in the fireplace after school. that's his daily routine.
When he first received one, (or maybe a his first pile) he throw it in the dustbin right at the moment. he thought that by doing that, he won't be bothered with that kind of thing again. but, instead of getting none, he get more and more, every single day. no matter how many time he throws it away, or dump it in the class's dustbin right at the moment he saw them, he still get pile and pile. tired of it, he'll just put it in his bag, and then dumped it in the fireplace on his way to the council's office after school. even though almost everyone in the school knows about it, he still get not less than 50 letters a day. so, he's not bothered by it anymore, or maybe he's just too tired to be bothered by it. probably because he still don't have the feeling to have a girl in his life. the only thing he wants now is Onew hyung's compliments. he never care about others, accept for him. to him, being able to hear, "Good job, Jonghyun!" or "I made a really good choice" meant everything.
And hearing the sweet voice from Onew's little sister also meant a lot to him. he loves how she calls him 'oppa'. probably because he only had a noona. but, she's not the only one who calls him oppa, there are tons of girls that he don't even know calling him oppa. but still, he only wants her to call him that. he likes her, no, he loves her. don't get the wrong idea. he adores her ever since she's a child. they've known each other since kindergarten, and she's a really sweet girl, following him and her oppa all day long, until she was held hostage in her grandma's Sparta etiquette lesson. she hated it, and he really feels sorry for her to been through all that, but he enjoyed watching her imitating her grandma every time she had a little break. just thinking about her too can make he smiles like an idiot... there's no other girl that can make him smile, apart from her. as he thinks about her, he suddenly recalls the girl he helped out this morning who turns out to be his sunbae. and without realizing it, her name popped out from his mouth... luckily, his voice is low that no one heard him. realizing that people might stare, he quickly pulls out the first lesson book and pretends to read it while covering his cheek...
*Student's Council Office...
Onew sits on his chair and stares at his marble desk as a pair of glazing eyes stares on him while the other pair stares on her own hands. after taking a deep breath, he opens his mouth...
Onew: EunShi... are u ready to tell me what had happen now?
Silent. she didn't even raise her head to look at him, or to her side. as if her hands are more fascinating than his good-looking brother and the gentleman besides her.
Onew: Fine. u don't want to talk to me then. i'll just go and ask that Kim Kibum myself. (stands) and i'll do whatever it takes until i hear what i want to hear.
EunShi: No! (stands)
Onew: Oh, i see u still have your voice... thought u lost it already...
EunShi: Oppa...
Onew: (sighs) U know how i hate to act like this right?
EunShi: (nods) Ye...
Onew: So u must know what i'm trying to apply here right?
EunShi: (nods again)
Onew: Good... (sits) i'll settle this matter with u tonight. u can go back to your class.
EunShi: Ye... (walks away) um, oppa... (turns)
Onew: (looks) Ne?
EunShi: Um, gomawo... and, mianhae...
Onew stands and walks towards her. he pulls her into his arm and right at that moment, Minho, who's still sitting (but looking at them too), hears a low weeping sound from in front of Onew. and he knows who's weeping sound is that. but, he can't just jumps out in front of her and pulls her into his arms right? not with her brother right in front of her right now, consoling her. so, he can just look from Onew's back and listen to the sound that rips his heart into pieces.
Onew: (strokes her hair) Uljima... uljima...
EunShi: (sobs) Mi, mianhae... mianhae oppa...
Onew: Gwenchana... i'm sorry too... uljima... jebal uljima...
EunShi: Mianhae... mianhae...
Onew: Shhh... don't say that... i'm not mad at u... uljima yo, dongsaeng-ah...
EunShi: (nods)
Onew: Good... that's my dongsaeng... (wipes her tears) now, go wash your face first... don't go to class with this messy look of yours... (rubs her head)
EunShi: (pouts) Arasso...
He pulls her into his arms again and then lets her go. he strokes her hair a few times before giving her a wide smile and tells her everything is all right. from Minho's point of view, he can see how EunShi looks like a little girl crying over her spilled ice-cream with her big brother, Onew, trying to look tough and telling her he'll buy a new one if she stops crying. she looks really weak and Onew looks like he's about to cry too. but he hold it in. and, how about him? as for him, he just want to be at the place Onew is standing right now, and rubs her head and wipes her cheek, and hugs her whenever she's about to cry. he really want to. but, all he can do now is stare, and stare. there's nothing else he can do right now, other than stare.
*Click*
The sound of the door being closed wakes Minho from his stare (he just stares unconsciously anyway). and now Onew is looking at him. realizing that it might be a sign for him to do too, he stands up. but, Onew stopped him.
Onew: Where are u going?
Minho: Huh? uh, i thought...
Onew: Sit... i have something to talk to u, if only u don't mind... (look at his watch) is it ok with u? skipping a class?
Minho: Ah, no... (he sleeps anyway) not a problem at all... (sits)
Onew: Thanks... wait up... (heads to the pantry)
Few minutes later, he comes out with two mugs and put one in front of Minho, and one in front of him...
Onew: Coffee?
Minho: (nods) Ye, gomawo, sun-, uh, hyung...
Onew: (takes a sip and smiles) I'm glad u call me that...
Minho: Ah, ne... (stares at his mug)
Onew: Can we start now?
Minho: Huh? yes, certainly, hyung...
Onew takes a deep breath and looks straightly into his eyes. as their eyes met, Minho can feels his spine chills, and cold sweats on his forehead and palms. and when he starts talking, his heart, that is thumping like crazy, thumps more, and more. till at one point, it calms and almost stop when Onew asks him a deadly question. with his hands sweating and shaking, with his trembling lips, he manages to find the right words, and manages to get the words out of his throat. as he finishes, Onew puts his mug down and smiles meaningfully. and as for him, he can feels his face and his ears burning, as if he was set on fire. and when Onew pats his shoulder, he just wants to bury himself up, or disappear from this planet, because he just made a really embarrassing confession...
Onew: (enter the classroom) What's going on here??
Kibum: Uh... sunbae...
Onew: (approaches) EunShi? Minho? What happen? (stares at Kibum)
Minho: Uh... it's...
Kibum drops EunShi's hand. he's in a really awkward situation. he's just shouting at his ex-girlfriend and picking a fight with his enemy, and now his ex-girlfriend's brother is in front of them, asking them what's going on with a death stare on him. Kibum is sweating. he's stuttering and not knowing what to answer to him. as the results, he stares at his shoes.
Onew: What's. going. on.
EunShi: (shakes her head) No, nothing, oppa...
Onew: I'm waiting EunShi...
EunShi: No... nothing oppa..
Onew: (turns to Minho) Minho? what happen?
Minho: Uh... hyung... ani... (looks at EunShi)
EunShi shows him a no sign.
Minho: No, it's, it's just a quarrel... nothing to worry, hyung...
Onew: I believe that's not what i hear... (turns to Kibum) what u have to say, Kim Kibum?
Kibum: Ah... um...
Onew: I don't ask u to stutter. i'm asking u what u have to say about the ruckus u caused...
EunShi: Oppa.. enough... it's nothing... (stands)
Onew: I'm not talking to u!
EunShi: (shocked) Op, oppa...
Everyone who's focusing on the little fight just now stunned. they never saw their President shouts at anyone. he's known for his soft and gentle attitude. even when he's angry or upset, he never raise his tone or show that he's mad. instead, he'll just smile and says that he's tired and left. just like that, people will know that he's mad or upset. he never really shows any other emotions apart from his cheerful and fun side. but just now, he looks really mad and he just shouted! at his own sister! everyone's jaw drop. no one dares to make a noise..
Onew sighs and put his left hand on his forehead, realizing what he just did. he looks at EunShi, who's looking really scared and about to cry. he sighs again and pulls her over him and drags her out of the classroom. as he reaches the door, he turns and gives a sign to Minho, asking him to come along. Minho hesitates a little but he soon drags his feet towards them and follows them. leaving Kibum staring at his shoes with his teary eyes. just as the three of them disappear from their sights, everyone starts looking at Kibum while whispering to one another. Soojung and Suzy, stay at their seats even though they really want to rush to him and ask him what happen. with everyone busy talking about the four of them, and about Minho who called Onew as 'hyung' instead of 'sunbae', Kibum can feel his heart screaming from deep inside him. the truth is, he wants to scream too. but, even moving one bit hurts him. at last, he storms out of the class and runs away.
As he run, he can feel the warm fluid flowing out his eyes down to his cheeks and neck. but, he doesn't care and keep running. even when he saw Miss Son walking towards his way and told him not to run on the corridor and get back to class, he keep running. until he reach the place his feet stops. it's the rooftop. he slams the door and slams himself against it. and there, sitting alone, with his wet back and head against the door, and sweats all over his body, he cries. for real this time. he rubs his eyes a few times, thinking that this might be another dream. but, it didn't change. and, as he opens his wet eyes for, i don't know how many time, he knows that he's alone there, on the rooftop. he's not standing at the door or sitting at his place. he's sitting alone on the rooftop, with his sweat mixed with his tears that flows non-stop...
*Office/Staffroom...
Hyunki: Um, what's the matter seonsaengnim? is something wrong about my dongsaeng?
Mrs. Jeong: Huh? (sighs) aniya, aniya.. come, let's get u to class... we don't want u to be late on your first day right?
Hyunki: Ah? ye... (nods her head and follows her out)
As they walk, she looks around as if she's interested with her new school. but the truth is, she's not. she's still thinking about Mrs. Jeong long sigh when she mention about Kibum to her. and now she's wondering what did her dongsaeng have done until the teacher looks so miserable when she mentioned his name...
*Class 2-1 (Jonghyun's class)...
Jonghyun puts his bag on his desk and sits down. he can definitely feels the stares from the girls in his class. he can even hear the little whisper that they made around each other. as if he never hears it before. but, what can he do about it? he never know why people adore him so much. but he never bothers to ask. he come to school to study and to focus on his job in the council, not to adore himself or counting how many fans he has so far. he never even think about it. and even when he sees a pile of letters, with nice smell and hearts print on it, he never bothers to open one. instead, he shoves all of it in his bag (in a special compartment), which will be in the fireplace after school. that's his daily routine.
When he first received one, (or maybe a his first pile) he throw it in the dustbin right at the moment. he thought that by doing that, he won't be bothered with that kind of thing again. but, instead of getting none, he get more and more, every single day. no matter how many time he throws it away, or dump it in the class's dustbin right at the moment he saw them, he still get pile and pile. tired of it, he'll just put it in his bag, and then dumped it in the fireplace on his way to the council's office after school. even though almost everyone in the school knows about it, he still get not less than 50 letters a day. so, he's not bothered by it anymore, or maybe he's just too tired to be bothered by it. probably because he still don't have the feeling to have a girl in his life. the only thing he wants now is Onew hyung's compliments. he never care about others, accept for him. to him, being able to hear, "Good job, Jonghyun!" or "I made a really good choice" meant everything.
And hearing the sweet voice from Onew's little sister also meant a lot to him. he loves how she calls him 'oppa'. probably because he only had a noona. but, she's not the only one who calls him oppa, there are tons of girls that he don't even know calling him oppa. but still, he only wants her to call him that. he likes her, no, he loves her. don't get the wrong idea. he adores her ever since she's a child. they've known each other since kindergarten, and she's a really sweet girl, following him and her oppa all day long, until she was held hostage in her grandma's Sparta etiquette lesson. she hated it, and he really feels sorry for her to been through all that, but he enjoyed watching her imitating her grandma every time she had a little break. just thinking about her too can make he smiles like an idiot... there's no other girl that can make him smile, apart from her. as he thinks about her, he suddenly recalls the girl he helped out this morning who turns out to be his sunbae. and without realizing it, her name popped out from his mouth... luckily, his voice is low that no one heard him. realizing that people might stare, he quickly pulls out the first lesson book and pretends to read it while covering his cheek...
*Student's Council Office...
Onew sits on his chair and stares at his marble desk as a pair of glazing eyes stares on him while the other pair stares on her own hands. after taking a deep breath, he opens his mouth...
Onew: EunShi... are u ready to tell me what had happen now?
Silent. she didn't even raise her head to look at him, or to her side. as if her hands are more fascinating than his good-looking brother and the gentleman besides her.
Onew: Fine. u don't want to talk to me then. i'll just go and ask that Kim Kibum myself. (stands) and i'll do whatever it takes until i hear what i want to hear.
EunShi: No! (stands)
Onew: Oh, i see u still have your voice... thought u lost it already...
EunShi: Oppa...
Onew: (sighs) U know how i hate to act like this right?
EunShi: (nods) Ye...
Onew: So u must know what i'm trying to apply here right?
EunShi: (nods again)
Onew: Good... (sits) i'll settle this matter with u tonight. u can go back to your class.
EunShi: Ye... (walks away) um, oppa... (turns)
Onew: (looks) Ne?
EunShi: Um, gomawo... and, mianhae...
Onew stands and walks towards her. he pulls her into his arm and right at that moment, Minho, who's still sitting (but looking at them too), hears a low weeping sound from in front of Onew. and he knows who's weeping sound is that. but, he can't just jumps out in front of her and pulls her into his arms right? not with her brother right in front of her right now, consoling her. so, he can just look from Onew's back and listen to the sound that rips his heart into pieces.
Onew: (strokes her hair) Uljima... uljima...
EunShi: (sobs) Mi, mianhae... mianhae oppa...
Onew: Gwenchana... i'm sorry too... uljima... jebal uljima...
EunShi: Mianhae... mianhae...
Onew: Shhh... don't say that... i'm not mad at u... uljima yo, dongsaeng-ah...
EunShi: (nods)
Onew: Good... that's my dongsaeng... (wipes her tears) now, go wash your face first... don't go to class with this messy look of yours... (rubs her head)
EunShi: (pouts) Arasso...
He pulls her into his arms again and then lets her go. he strokes her hair a few times before giving her a wide smile and tells her everything is all right. from Minho's point of view, he can see how EunShi looks like a little girl crying over her spilled ice-cream with her big brother, Onew, trying to look tough and telling her he'll buy a new one if she stops crying. she looks really weak and Onew looks like he's about to cry too. but he hold it in. and, how about him? as for him, he just want to be at the place Onew is standing right now, and rubs her head and wipes her cheek, and hugs her whenever she's about to cry. he really want to. but, all he can do now is stare, and stare. there's nothing else he can do right now, other than stare.
*Click*
The sound of the door being closed wakes Minho from his stare (he just stares unconsciously anyway). and now Onew is looking at him. realizing that it might be a sign for him to do too, he stands up. but, Onew stopped him.
Onew: Where are u going?
Minho: Huh? uh, i thought...
Onew: Sit... i have something to talk to u, if only u don't mind... (look at his watch) is it ok with u? skipping a class?
Minho: Ah, no... (he sleeps anyway) not a problem at all... (sits)
Onew: Thanks... wait up... (heads to the pantry)
Few minutes later, he comes out with two mugs and put one in front of Minho, and one in front of him...
Onew: Coffee?
Minho: (nods) Ye, gomawo, sun-, uh, hyung...
Onew: (takes a sip and smiles) I'm glad u call me that...
Minho: Ah, ne... (stares at his mug)
Onew: Can we start now?
Minho: Huh? yes, certainly, hyung...
Onew takes a deep breath and looks straightly into his eyes. as their eyes met, Minho can feels his spine chills, and cold sweats on his forehead and palms. and when he starts talking, his heart, that is thumping like crazy, thumps more, and more. till at one point, it calms and almost stop when Onew asks him a deadly question. with his hands sweating and shaking, with his trembling lips, he manages to find the right words, and manages to get the words out of his throat. as he finishes, Onew puts his mug down and smiles meaningfully. and as for him, he can feels his face and his ears burning, as if he was set on fire. and when Onew pats his shoulder, he just wants to bury himself up, or disappear from this planet, because he just made a really embarrassing confession...
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Chapter 7 (part 4)> Ruckus (1)
*SM High, Class 1-1...
Everyone looks at Kibum with a face. just then, he shouted EunShi's name like she just did something horrible and he's telling her to stop. but the truth is, she's just sitting at her place, doing nothing. same goes to Minho, who's also sitting at his place, right in front of her, with a book in his hand. Kibum stares at them with disbelieve. but when his eyes catch her empty table, no flower on it, and no sign of the piece of paper, he realizes, he's dreaming again. he's seeing things that didn't happen. he's day-dreaming, or people might say, hallucinating. and now, EunShi is staring at him, her eyes are right on his his. and Minho, still with his fiery gaze, are glaring at him.
Soojung: Kibum? waegurae?? (looks at EunShi)
Suzy: What's the matter, Kibummie??
Feeling embarrassed, Kibum covers his mouth and closes his eyes. he's trying to find something to cover him out. then, he thought of something and leaked it out...
Kibum: (stutters) Um, there's... there's a bug flies over u just now... i'm just trying to tell u to dodge it off...
But EunShi just stares at him blankly, emotionless...
Kibum: (blushes) U, u're scared off, uh, ani, u hate bugs right? so, i thought... u... (blush harder)
EunShi stands up and looks around. everyone's eyes are on her right now. she takes a deep breath then opens her mouth.
EunShi: I'm not scared of bugs, or hated them, Kim Kibum. i don't know where u got that idea, but still, thank u for telling me that. gomawo... (bows a little then sits back)
Kibum: Ah... (looks down) ye...
Everyone turns their head back and continue with what they're doing before. Minho gives a glance at EunShi than focuses on his book back.
Soojung: Ah, are u ok, Kibum?? u looks sick...
Suzy: Yeah... u're so red... gwenchana yo??
Kibum: Uh... (pushes their hands slowly) i'm fine... can u guys make way?
Soojung: Uh... ne... (moves away)
Suzy: (puzzled look but then moves away too)
Kibum: Thanks... (walks to his seat)
Soojung: (whispering) What's wrong with him?
Suzy: (raise shoulder) Molla... i'm worried...
Soojung: Nado...
Suzy: Hmm... did something happen between them??
Soojung: Uh... i wish i know...
Soojunhg&Suzy: (sighs) uh...
Kibum pull his chair and sits. he looks to his left, to EunShi for a moment then turns to the front back. he did that a few times until she looses her patience and turns her head towards him...
EunShi: (coldly) Do u have a problem, Kim Kibum?
Kibum: Huh??? (blushing and sweating) ah, ani...
EunShi: (stares)
Kibum: I, i... (stutters) i just... just... um... (remembers something) i have something to return to u...
EunShi: Something to return to me?
Kibum: Yes! (searches his bag) ah, here it is... (takes out) i believe this is urs... (holds it out to her)
EunShi looks at the 'thing' Kibum is holding out. she stares at it without any expressions. like she's looking at something that is not worthy looking at.
EunShi: What's this?
Kibum: Huh? Banji (*ring)... it's a ring...
EunShi: (looks away) It's not mine.
Kibum: Huh?? but, but.. but this is urs...
EunShi: No. it's not.
Kibum: This ring is urs.
EunShi: I don't have a ring.
Kibum: But, but this is... this is... it's urs... (teary eyes) it's really urs...
EunShi: (looks at him) No it's not. i don't own that thing.
Kibum: Thing?? it's a ring, EunShi. ur ring! this ring is urs!
EunShi: (stares at him coldly) I may sound rude, Kim Kibum. but please don't talk to me as if we've known each other for long. and that thing is not mine. u're mistaken.
Kibum: (stands) Mworago??? mworago hasyeossjyo???
EunShi: I said, u're mistaken. that ring is not-
Kibum: What do u mean by 'as if we've known each other for long' ??? what're u trying to say???
EunShi: Kim Kibum, please. we're merely a classmates.
Kibum: Classmate?? (takes a step in front of her) what do u mean classmate?? are u trying to say we just met?? is that what u're trying to say???
EunShi: Yes. and now please stop shouting. u're disturbing everyone else.
Kibum: Mworago??? (pulls her hand) why're u talking to me like we barely know each other??? what's wrong with u???
Again, Kibum causes a mess. all the students are looking at them. feeling things might get worse, Jaejin, the class monitor, rushes towards the 3rd year's building to look for Onew. luckily, he sees him walking along he corridor..
Jaejin: Sunbae! Jinki sunbae!! Lee Jinki sunbaenim!!
Onew: (turns) Huh? what's the matter??
Jaejin: Our class, sunbae... our class...
Onew: What's wrong with it?
Jaejin: It? uh, no, not our class! ur dongsaeng, sunbae! ur dongsaeng! Lee EunShi!
Onew: Huh? what's wrong with her??
Jaejin: U know Kibum right?
Onew: Uh, yes. waeyo??
Jaejin: I don't know. it seems like he's mad at her or something. and now he's shouting at her!
Onew: Mworago?? shouting at her??
Jaejin: Yes! he even pulled her hands and refuses to let her go!!
Onew: Mwo??
Jaejin: I think u should come to our class, sunbae.
Onew: (nods) Yes! let's go! (runs)
*SM High's Office...
Mrs. Jeong: Ah, so u're the new transfer student... u're from Beijing right?
Hyunki: Ah, ne...
Mrs. Jeong: (smiles) Nice to see u, Miss Kim.. i'll take u to ur class. Jonghyun, u can go back to ur class. thanks for looking after her and bringing her here...
Jonghyun: (nods) Ye, seonsaengnim... um, please excuse me, sunbaenim...
Hyunki: Ah, (blush) ne... Neomu kamsahamnida for helping me earlier...
Jonghyun: Don't mention it. then, see u later, seonsangnim, sunbaenim... (bows and walks away)
Hyunki: Ye...
Mrs. Jeong: He's really nice, isn't he?
Hyunki: Ah? (nods) ye, seonsaengnim...
Mrs. Jeong: (smiles) He's a really good boy. no wonder our Student's Council's President like him so much...
Hyunki: President? u mean Lee Jinki, seonsaengnim?
Mrs. Jeong: Ah, ye. u know him?
Hyunki: Ye... i met him at the school gate just now...
Mrs. Jeong: Oh, really? (smiles) that's great. u got to meet two of the most talented boys in our school!
Hyunki: Talented?
Mrs. Jeong: Yes... they're good in everything.. almost perfect, i must say...
Hyunki: I see...
Mrs. Jeong: But there's other talented boys in 1st year too... and girls as well...
Hyunki: 1st year??
Mrs. Jeong: Yes... wae??
Hyunki: Ah, ani... it's just that my dongsaeng also a 1st year in this school... that's why i transferred here in the first place...
Mrs. Jeong: Oh? u do?? what class is he in??
Hyunki: Hmmm... i'm not sure... but i think he's in 1-1...
Ms. Jeong: Really? i teach Class 1-1... maybe i know him... what's his name?
Hyunki: Oh? it's Kim Kibum... do u know him, seonsaengnim?
Mrs. Jeong: Kim Kibum??? he's ur dongsaeng??
Hyunki: Huh? ah, ye... waeyo seonsaengnim??
Mrs. Jeong: (speechless)
*Class 1-1...
EunShi: Let me go! it hurts!
Kibum: No!! not until u stop talking to me like i'm some kind of a stranger to u!!
EunShi: (pulls her hand) Let me go! i said let me go!!
Minho: (pushes Kibum) She said let her go! are u deaf?
Kibum: Damn it! u stay out of this! stop meddling in people's bussiness!!!
Minho: U stay away from her!
Kibum: Why should i?? and who're u tell me to?? u, EunShi! come with me! (pulls her hand)
EunShi: No!! (refuses to stand)
Minho: (taps Kibum's hand) Let her go!
Kibum: I said come!! u! (glares at Minho) stay out of this if u don't want to get hurt!!
Minho: Huh. u think i'm scared? let her go, u heard her right??
EunShi: Let me go!!!
Kibum: No!!! i won't!! u, move!!
Minho: No!!
Kibum: I said move!!
Suddenly...
Onew: What's with the ruckus???
EunShi: Oppa!!
Minho: Hyung!!
Kibum&other students: Sunbae!!
Everyone looks at Kibum with a face. just then, he shouted EunShi's name like she just did something horrible and he's telling her to stop. but the truth is, she's just sitting at her place, doing nothing. same goes to Minho, who's also sitting at his place, right in front of her, with a book in his hand. Kibum stares at them with disbelieve. but when his eyes catch her empty table, no flower on it, and no sign of the piece of paper, he realizes, he's dreaming again. he's seeing things that didn't happen. he's day-dreaming, or people might say, hallucinating. and now, EunShi is staring at him, her eyes are right on his his. and Minho, still with his fiery gaze, are glaring at him.
Soojung: Kibum? waegurae?? (looks at EunShi)
Suzy: What's the matter, Kibummie??
Feeling embarrassed, Kibum covers his mouth and closes his eyes. he's trying to find something to cover him out. then, he thought of something and leaked it out...
Kibum: (stutters) Um, there's... there's a bug flies over u just now... i'm just trying to tell u to dodge it off...
But EunShi just stares at him blankly, emotionless...
Kibum: (blushes) U, u're scared off, uh, ani, u hate bugs right? so, i thought... u... (blush harder)
EunShi stands up and looks around. everyone's eyes are on her right now. she takes a deep breath then opens her mouth.
EunShi: I'm not scared of bugs, or hated them, Kim Kibum. i don't know where u got that idea, but still, thank u for telling me that. gomawo... (bows a little then sits back)
Kibum: Ah... (looks down) ye...
Everyone turns their head back and continue with what they're doing before. Minho gives a glance at EunShi than focuses on his book back.
Soojung: Ah, are u ok, Kibum?? u looks sick...
Suzy: Yeah... u're so red... gwenchana yo??
Kibum: Uh... (pushes their hands slowly) i'm fine... can u guys make way?
Soojung: Uh... ne... (moves away)
Suzy: (puzzled look but then moves away too)
Kibum: Thanks... (walks to his seat)
Soojung: (whispering) What's wrong with him?
Suzy: (raise shoulder) Molla... i'm worried...
Soojung: Nado...
Suzy: Hmm... did something happen between them??
Soojung: Uh... i wish i know...
Soojunhg&Suzy: (sighs) uh...
Kibum pull his chair and sits. he looks to his left, to EunShi for a moment then turns to the front back. he did that a few times until she looses her patience and turns her head towards him...
EunShi: (coldly) Do u have a problem, Kim Kibum?
Kibum: Huh??? (blushing and sweating) ah, ani...
EunShi: (stares)
Kibum: I, i... (stutters) i just... just... um... (remembers something) i have something to return to u...
EunShi: Something to return to me?
Kibum: Yes! (searches his bag) ah, here it is... (takes out) i believe this is urs... (holds it out to her)
EunShi looks at the 'thing' Kibum is holding out. she stares at it without any expressions. like she's looking at something that is not worthy looking at.
EunShi: What's this?
Kibum: Huh? Banji (*ring)... it's a ring...
EunShi: (looks away) It's not mine.
Kibum: Huh?? but, but.. but this is urs...
EunShi: No. it's not.
Kibum: This ring is urs.
EunShi: I don't have a ring.
Kibum: But, but this is... this is... it's urs... (teary eyes) it's really urs...
EunShi: (looks at him) No it's not. i don't own that thing.
Kibum: Thing?? it's a ring, EunShi. ur ring! this ring is urs!
EunShi: (stares at him coldly) I may sound rude, Kim Kibum. but please don't talk to me as if we've known each other for long. and that thing is not mine. u're mistaken.
Kibum: (stands) Mworago??? mworago hasyeossjyo???
EunShi: I said, u're mistaken. that ring is not-
Kibum: What do u mean by 'as if we've known each other for long' ??? what're u trying to say???
EunShi: Kim Kibum, please. we're merely a classmates.
Kibum: Classmate?? (takes a step in front of her) what do u mean classmate?? are u trying to say we just met?? is that what u're trying to say???
EunShi: Yes. and now please stop shouting. u're disturbing everyone else.
Kibum: Mworago??? (pulls her hand) why're u talking to me like we barely know each other??? what's wrong with u???
Again, Kibum causes a mess. all the students are looking at them. feeling things might get worse, Jaejin, the class monitor, rushes towards the 3rd year's building to look for Onew. luckily, he sees him walking along he corridor..
Jaejin: Sunbae! Jinki sunbae!! Lee Jinki sunbaenim!!
Onew: (turns) Huh? what's the matter??
Jaejin: Our class, sunbae... our class...
Onew: What's wrong with it?
Jaejin: It? uh, no, not our class! ur dongsaeng, sunbae! ur dongsaeng! Lee EunShi!
Onew: Huh? what's wrong with her??
Jaejin: U know Kibum right?
Onew: Uh, yes. waeyo??
Jaejin: I don't know. it seems like he's mad at her or something. and now he's shouting at her!
Onew: Mworago?? shouting at her??
Jaejin: Yes! he even pulled her hands and refuses to let her go!!
Onew: Mwo??
Jaejin: I think u should come to our class, sunbae.
Onew: (nods) Yes! let's go! (runs)
*SM High's Office...
Mrs. Jeong: Ah, so u're the new transfer student... u're from Beijing right?
Hyunki: Ah, ne...
Mrs. Jeong: (smiles) Nice to see u, Miss Kim.. i'll take u to ur class. Jonghyun, u can go back to ur class. thanks for looking after her and bringing her here...
Jonghyun: (nods) Ye, seonsaengnim... um, please excuse me, sunbaenim...
Hyunki: Ah, (blush) ne... Neomu kamsahamnida for helping me earlier...
Jonghyun: Don't mention it. then, see u later, seonsangnim, sunbaenim... (bows and walks away)
Hyunki: Ye...
Mrs. Jeong: He's really nice, isn't he?
Hyunki: Ah? (nods) ye, seonsaengnim...
Mrs. Jeong: (smiles) He's a really good boy. no wonder our Student's Council's President like him so much...
Hyunki: President? u mean Lee Jinki, seonsaengnim?
Mrs. Jeong: Ah, ye. u know him?
Hyunki: Ye... i met him at the school gate just now...
Mrs. Jeong: Oh, really? (smiles) that's great. u got to meet two of the most talented boys in our school!
Hyunki: Talented?
Mrs. Jeong: Yes... they're good in everything.. almost perfect, i must say...
Hyunki: I see...
Mrs. Jeong: But there's other talented boys in 1st year too... and girls as well...
Hyunki: 1st year??
Mrs. Jeong: Yes... wae??
Hyunki: Ah, ani... it's just that my dongsaeng also a 1st year in this school... that's why i transferred here in the first place...
Mrs. Jeong: Oh? u do?? what class is he in??
Hyunki: Hmmm... i'm not sure... but i think he's in 1-1...
Ms. Jeong: Really? i teach Class 1-1... maybe i know him... what's his name?
Hyunki: Oh? it's Kim Kibum... do u know him, seonsaengnim?
Mrs. Jeong: Kim Kibum??? he's ur dongsaeng??
Hyunki: Huh? ah, ye... waeyo seonsaengnim??
Mrs. Jeong: (speechless)
*Class 1-1...
EunShi: Let me go! it hurts!
Kibum: No!! not until u stop talking to me like i'm some kind of a stranger to u!!
EunShi: (pulls her hand) Let me go! i said let me go!!
Minho: (pushes Kibum) She said let her go! are u deaf?
Kibum: Damn it! u stay out of this! stop meddling in people's bussiness!!!
Minho: U stay away from her!
Kibum: Why should i?? and who're u tell me to?? u, EunShi! come with me! (pulls her hand)
EunShi: No!! (refuses to stand)
Minho: (taps Kibum's hand) Let her go!
Kibum: I said come!! u! (glares at Minho) stay out of this if u don't want to get hurt!!
Minho: Huh. u think i'm scared? let her go, u heard her right??
EunShi: Let me go!!!
Kibum: No!!! i won't!! u, move!!
Minho: No!!
Kibum: I said move!!
Suddenly...
Onew: What's with the ruckus???
EunShi: Oppa!!
Minho: Hyung!!
Kibum&other students: Sunbae!!
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Chapter 7 (part 3)> Just a Dream...
Kibum is now on his knee, crying like a girl. his tears fall like there's a river in his eyes. it's flowing non-stop. he cries really hard, enough to make everyone stares at him with a puzzled mind. but he doesn't care. the only thing in his mind now is her. the one who's standing in front of him right now, with a beautiful smile on her face. seeing that smile, that wicked smile, make he wish he had a death wish. he just want to die, rather than seeing that smile. people might think that she's smiling. really smiling. but to him, it's not a smile. it's actually another form of her crying face. her hurting face. that wide smile represents her tears, the tears that fall on her cheeks, just like his right now. he mumbled a few words, trying to tell her what he's thinking just now...
Kibum: (still crying) Mianhae EunShi... mianhae... jeongmal mianhae... yongseohaejwo... jebal... jebal EunShi-ah... mianhae... jeongmal mianhaeyo... i'm begging u, please forgive me... i beg u... please...
But she doesn't say anything. in fact, she just stand there, still with her smiling face, staring at him. as if his words are wind. it doesn't changed or moved her. she doesn't look troubled with his words at all. her reaction makes him cry harder. his begging for her forgiveness. his hands rubbing his hair, making it look really messy. his a mess. with tears overflowing from his eyes, his hair looking like a pile of dried straws, and he keeps saying "sorry" and "please forgive me". while everyone's attention are on them right now. it's dead silence. no one dares to open his or her mouth. they're busy speculating what's happening in their heads right now. and EunShi, still standing like a stone there, still smiling at him, as if she's loving what she's watching right now. the dreadful face of her ex-boyfriend, who broke their promise and now he's regretting what he have done.
Kibum continues to cry, continue to apologize, continue to beg, even though the person he's begging right now doesn't seem to pay attention to him, even though she's looking at him at the moment. and yet, he didn't stop. he continues to cry, and apologize, then cry again, and then begging, until...
Voice: Move it. u're blocking the way.
Snap! Kibum turns his head, the cold face of his enemy, Choi Minho, is right behind him. he looks to his right, then to his left, and then stares at the dead face of the tall guy again. feeling irritate, Minho repeats his words again, with a stress in his tone too.
Minho: I said move it. u're blocking my way, stone.
At that time, Kibum realizes, he's not kneeling in front of his ex-girlfriend, he's not crying, and she's not standing in front of him, with a scary smile on her face. she doesn't even look at him. because he's actually standing at the door. still standing at the door. he never enters the classroom. or, he hasn't enter the classroom, yet. all the things, the embarrassing things that just happened just now, actually didn't happen. it's just a dream, a scary dream for Kibum himself. realizing the guy in front of him is about strangle him with his fiery gaze, he moves two steps away from him, letting the tall guy enters the classroom with a death stare at him. he glances at him walks straight to his seat, and settles there. leaving Kibum, who just experience an eerie dream, right at the back door of the classroom...
*SE High, Class 1-2..
Ahn, who just arrived, sits at her place and look around. there aren't so much students in her class right now. they're probably busy with the morning practice for clubs. as a member of the Flower Arranging Club, she's not burden with heavy morning briefing and practices like most of her classmates do. they only held a meeting after school and during 2nd lunch time. since that no one pays attention to anyone, she takes out her phone and text her dear Onew, hoping to receives a cute smiley or a heart from him, since she didn't received one earlier this morning, like she usually do.
"Oppa!! >.<"
where's my smiley??
ㅠ_______ㅠ
-Ahniya~-"
>>>MESSAGE SENT<<<
She giggles. it's not the first time she's done that. usually, when she's bored, or have nothing else to do, she'll text him and wait for his replies. spending time with Onew like that really made her happy because he never bores her. his replies are really cute and funny. it's the best resolution for her to kill some boring times. unlike EunShi, her oppa is more friendly and cheerful. that's why she prefers messaging Onew than EunShi.if she have something to tell her, she'll just give her a call, since messaging her will only makes her mad. so she waits for her lovely tofu to reply. 1 minute, two minutes, still no reply. ten minutes have passed, but still, no reply from Onew. Ahn stares at her phone. this is the first time Onew haven't replied to her. he never takes more than five minutes to replied to her. anyhow, he'll replied to her as fast as he could.
Feeling uneasy, she resend the text. 'maybe he doesn't notice it', she thought. but still, a slight feeling of curious pops into her head....
*SM High, 3rd Year's Building...
Onew walks slowly towards his class. he still can't believe he got to hear the name 'Hyunki' again. he's too into it until he doesn't realizes the vibration from his phone in his pocket. as he walks, the memories from his junior high starts to replay themselves in his mind again... and when his phone vibrates again, he let it be as if it's nothing...
*Class 1-1...
Soojung: Huh? Kibummie! (tugs his shirt) why're u standing here??
Suzy: Ah, Kibum-ah!! hmmm? Kibum?
Soojung: Kibum?
Suzy: Kibummie!! Kibummie!!
He doesn't move at all. his eyes are still on the girl, who just showed him hell in his dream just now. she's still looking to the outside, as if there's something so fascinating outside. she didn't even move a bit. even though the 'flies' in front of him are calling his name like crazy. suddenly, his eyes caught something. Minho, who's right in front of her, put a little flower on her desk. there's a paper alongside with the flower too. looking surprised, she takes the paper and read it. he can see clearly the sudden change on her face. from the blank face of her, she's turning red, like, really red. and he can also sees the cold and scary guy turns red too! and before he knew it, they're already standing in front of each other, hand in hand, and then hugs each other. seeing that, his mind turns blank and his sight is now pitch black. knowing that he can't just stand there doing nothing, he screams his lung out...
Kibum: LEE EUNSHI!!!!!!!!!
Kibum: (still crying) Mianhae EunShi... mianhae... jeongmal mianhae... yongseohaejwo... jebal... jebal EunShi-ah... mianhae... jeongmal mianhaeyo... i'm begging u, please forgive me... i beg u... please...
But she doesn't say anything. in fact, she just stand there, still with her smiling face, staring at him. as if his words are wind. it doesn't changed or moved her. she doesn't look troubled with his words at all. her reaction makes him cry harder. his begging for her forgiveness. his hands rubbing his hair, making it look really messy. his a mess. with tears overflowing from his eyes, his hair looking like a pile of dried straws, and he keeps saying "sorry" and "please forgive me". while everyone's attention are on them right now. it's dead silence. no one dares to open his or her mouth. they're busy speculating what's happening in their heads right now. and EunShi, still standing like a stone there, still smiling at him, as if she's loving what she's watching right now. the dreadful face of her ex-boyfriend, who broke their promise and now he's regretting what he have done.
Kibum continues to cry, continue to apologize, continue to beg, even though the person he's begging right now doesn't seem to pay attention to him, even though she's looking at him at the moment. and yet, he didn't stop. he continues to cry, and apologize, then cry again, and then begging, until...
Voice: Move it. u're blocking the way.
Snap! Kibum turns his head, the cold face of his enemy, Choi Minho, is right behind him. he looks to his right, then to his left, and then stares at the dead face of the tall guy again. feeling irritate, Minho repeats his words again, with a stress in his tone too.
Minho: I said move it. u're blocking my way, stone.
At that time, Kibum realizes, he's not kneeling in front of his ex-girlfriend, he's not crying, and she's not standing in front of him, with a scary smile on her face. she doesn't even look at him. because he's actually standing at the door. still standing at the door. he never enters the classroom. or, he hasn't enter the classroom, yet. all the things, the embarrassing things that just happened just now, actually didn't happen. it's just a dream, a scary dream for Kibum himself. realizing the guy in front of him is about strangle him with his fiery gaze, he moves two steps away from him, letting the tall guy enters the classroom with a death stare at him. he glances at him walks straight to his seat, and settles there. leaving Kibum, who just experience an eerie dream, right at the back door of the classroom...
*SE High, Class 1-2..
Ahn, who just arrived, sits at her place and look around. there aren't so much students in her class right now. they're probably busy with the morning practice for clubs. as a member of the Flower Arranging Club, she's not burden with heavy morning briefing and practices like most of her classmates do. they only held a meeting after school and during 2nd lunch time. since that no one pays attention to anyone, she takes out her phone and text her dear Onew, hoping to receives a cute smiley or a heart from him, since she didn't received one earlier this morning, like she usually do.
"Oppa!! >.<"
where's my smiley??
ㅠ_______ㅠ
-Ahniya~-"
>>>MESSAGE SENT<<<
She giggles. it's not the first time she's done that. usually, when she's bored, or have nothing else to do, she'll text him and wait for his replies. spending time with Onew like that really made her happy because he never bores her. his replies are really cute and funny. it's the best resolution for her to kill some boring times. unlike EunShi, her oppa is more friendly and cheerful. that's why she prefers messaging Onew than EunShi.if she have something to tell her, she'll just give her a call, since messaging her will only makes her mad. so she waits for her lovely tofu to reply. 1 minute, two minutes, still no reply. ten minutes have passed, but still, no reply from Onew. Ahn stares at her phone. this is the first time Onew haven't replied to her. he never takes more than five minutes to replied to her. anyhow, he'll replied to her as fast as he could.
Feeling uneasy, she resend the text. 'maybe he doesn't notice it', she thought. but still, a slight feeling of curious pops into her head....
*SM High, 3rd Year's Building...
Onew walks slowly towards his class. he still can't believe he got to hear the name 'Hyunki' again. he's too into it until he doesn't realizes the vibration from his phone in his pocket. as he walks, the memories from his junior high starts to replay themselves in his mind again... and when his phone vibrates again, he let it be as if it's nothing...
*Class 1-1...
Soojung: Huh? Kibummie! (tugs his shirt) why're u standing here??
Suzy: Ah, Kibum-ah!! hmmm? Kibum?
Soojung: Kibum?
Suzy: Kibummie!! Kibummie!!
He doesn't move at all. his eyes are still on the girl, who just showed him hell in his dream just now. she's still looking to the outside, as if there's something so fascinating outside. she didn't even move a bit. even though the 'flies' in front of him are calling his name like crazy. suddenly, his eyes caught something. Minho, who's right in front of her, put a little flower on her desk. there's a paper alongside with the flower too. looking surprised, she takes the paper and read it. he can see clearly the sudden change on her face. from the blank face of her, she's turning red, like, really red. and he can also sees the cold and scary guy turns red too! and before he knew it, they're already standing in front of each other, hand in hand, and then hugs each other. seeing that, his mind turns blank and his sight is now pitch black. knowing that he can't just stand there doing nothing, he screams his lung out...
Kibum: LEE EUNSHI!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Chapter 7 (part 2)> Aching Heart..
*Monday..
Kibum walk to the school with Hyunki today since she'll be entering the same school as him. he walks faster, leaving his noona way behind him, and didn't show any signs of slowing down. Hyunki tries to catch up with him, but it's useless.
Hyunki: Ya!! Kibum-ah!! Kibum!! wait for me!! Kibum!! (catching her breathe) damn dongsaeng!! i'm ur noona ok!! Kibum!!! (stomps feet)
Suddenly...
Voice: Um, gwenchanayo??
Hyunki: Huh?? (turns) oh, omo!! (covers her mouth)
Voice: Uh, is there a problem, Miss?
Hyunki: Ah? (nods) ne... (blush)
Voice: Oh, I'm Jonghyun. Kim Jonghyun. u?
Hyunki: (blushing harder) I'm Hyunki. Kim Hyunki...
Jonghyun: I see. are u going somewhere? u're wearing the same uniform as i do.. (points to his badge)
Hyunki: (looks at her badge) Ah, ne... i just transferred here. but i don't know where the school is... my, my dongsaeng left me... (sad face)
Jonghyun: Really? um, would u like to walk with me? since i'm going to the school too...
Hyunki: Huh?? can i??
Jonghyun: (nods) Sure.. after all, we're schoolmates right? (smiles)
Hyunki: (stunned)
Jonghyun: Shall we? uh, Miss? Miss?? Kim Hyunki-ssi!
Hyunki: Ah? (rubs her head) mian...
Jonghyun: It's ok... are we good to go?
Hyunki: (blush) Ah, ye...
Jonghyun: Then, follow me...
Hyunki: Ne...
*SM High...
Kibum enter the school with a heavy heart. he doesn't know how to confront her. after letting a heavy sigh, he open the door. as he open it, the first thing he see is, what else? her. she's sitting at her place, perfectly dressed, hair neatly do, and she's staring outside through the window. one hand on her chin, and another one on the table. that's her usual pose when she's day-dreaming or have nothing to do. she looks perfectly fine, like nothing had happened. like it's another school day for her. slowly, he make his way towards his seat. one step, two step. suddenly...
Soojung: Kibummie!!! (approaches)
Kibum: Uh...
Kibum froze. his eyes is on EunShi, who show no emotions or expression at all. she didn't move, nor turn her head towards him. his heart start racing for no reason.
Soojung: Kibum-ah... hmm? Kibummie!!
Kibum: (still looking at EunShi) What?
Soojung: Huh?? ya!! i'm talking to u!! (hold Kibum's arm)
Kibum: What do u want?
Soojung: Huh?? Kibum-ah... why are u like this??
Kibum: (glare at Soojung) Let go of me.
Soojung: Huh?? Kibum-ah...
Kibum: I said. let me go.
Soojung: Kibum... (lets go)
Kibum: Huh... (walks to his seat)
Soojung is shocked. this is the first time Kibum had ask her to let go of him. he never cares when anyone hold his hands or arms. or when a girl tugs his shirt. he never cares . he never did care. but today, he didn't just ask her to let go, he glare at her too! luckily no one really paid attention to them, so nobody sees what just happen. quickly, she runs out and head to the toilet. while Kibum, who's still two desk away from EunShi, feels his heart thumping like crazy. as if it didn't receive enough blood to pump. as he walk closer, his whole body starts to shiver. just before he pull his chair, she turns her head. now, their eyes met. he freezes. not knowing how to act. as the results, he stares at her. unknowingly, his sight starts to blur. not because of his crazy-thumping heart, but because of tears. his eyes is now full with tears, which can flow out of his eyes any minute now. he tries to controls it but, he can't. his aching heart is hurting him. inside out. he wants to hug her. tightly. he wants to cry on her shoulder. while telling her he's very sorry. he wants to apologize for what had happen. he wants to tell her how much he misses her, the old her. how he never stops loving her, even though their sad break up was two years ago. he wants to do all of that, but he can only stares at her with his teary eyes.
SM High, gate...
Jonghyun: We're here...
Hyunki: Huh? already??
Jonghyun: Uh, yes... wae?
Hyunki: Ah, nothing, nothing... so this is SM High?
Jonghyun: Yup. (smiles) what do u think?
Hyunki: It's bigger than i thought... plus, it's, so grand-looking...
Jonghyun: It's SM High after all... now, i think we should head to the office to determine ur class. or, have u already know which class u're in?
Hyunki: Class? my class?
Jonghyun: (nods)
Hyunki: Oh! wait up... i have it somewhere... (search something in her bag) ah, found it! (take out a paper)
Jonghyun: What's that?
Hyunki: My admission letter. my mom gave t to me this morning. she said my class is stated in here. but, (blush) i haven't read it actually...
Jonghyun: (smiles) Gwenchana... may i look at it?
Hyunki: Ah, sure!! ( hand it to him)
Jonghyun take the letter and read it. as he come across her class, he look at her with disbelieve...
Hyunki: Hmm? what's the matter? is something wrong?
Jonghyun: U, u're a 3rd year??
Hyunki: Huh? yes. waeyo?
Jonghyun: 3rd year... (bows) mianhae!
Hyunki: Huh?? uh, why are u bowing??
Jonghyun: Mianhae... i should address u properly... mianhae, sunbaenim.
Hyunki: Huh?? sunbae??
Jonghyun: Yes... u're my sunbae...
Hyunki: Mwo?? how come??
Jonghyun: I'm, i'm a 2nd year... see, (points to his tie) 1st year's is blue, 2nd year's is red, and 3rd year's is dark green... u didn't wear a ribbon so i mistook u for a 2nd year.... mianhae...
Hyunki: Ah... u're 2nd year then... ani, gwenchana... my bad too... i should have introduce myself properly before...
Jonghyun: Aniyo... it's my fault...
Hyunki: Ah, gwenchana... gwenchana... (rubs her head)
Jonghyun: Um, i think we should go to the office first, since u haven't got ur ribbon yet... the teacher will take u to ur class...
Hyunki: Ah, ye...
Just before they head to the office,
Onew: Jonghyun?
Jonghyun: Oh? hyung! (bows)
Hyunki: Huh? (look at Jonghyun and copy him)
Onew: Who's this?
Jonghyun: Huh? she's a transfer student. she didn't know where the school is so i showed her. i'm taking her to the office since she hasn't got her ribbon yet...
Onew: I see... annyeong haseyo, Lee Jinki imnida...
Hyunki: Ah? ne, annyeong haseyo... Kim Hyunki imnida...
Onew: Hyunki??
Hyunki: Ah, ne... is there a problem?
Onew: Ah, no, no... nothing...
Jonghyun: Onew hyung, ah, Jinki sunbae is the President of our school's Student's Council...
Hyunki: Jeongmal???
Onew: Ah, ne...
Hyunki: I see... nice to meet u, President!
Onew: Ah, ye... um, i should get going. see u during recess, Jonghyun... (walks away)
Jonghyun: (nods) Ne, hyung. (look at Hyunki) um, let's go, sunbae...
Hyunki: Ah, ne...
*School's backyard...
Onew leans against the brick sink at one corner of the backyard. his catching his breathe back. the short encounter with the new student just now really gave him a shock. it's really surprising to know that her name is Hyunki. he wipes a few sweat on his forehead and tries to cool down. but, he can't. hearing the name 'Hyunki' makes him recall all the things he wants to forget. the thing he tried really hard to let go. but, he can't. just as he about to really forget, a girl with the same name showed up in front of him. now, how can he forget?? the name keep repeating itself in his mind...
*Class 1-1...
Kibum knows, there's no point for him to stand there, doing nothing. it'll be totally useless since he already get a chance to sort things out with her. so, he hold his tears in, and open his mouth. he nearly says 'sorry' when she suddenly smile and stand up.
EunShi: (smiling) Good morning, Kim Kibum. nice day, isn't it?
And the tears he's holding in, flows out of his eyes...
Kibum walk to the school with Hyunki today since she'll be entering the same school as him. he walks faster, leaving his noona way behind him, and didn't show any signs of slowing down. Hyunki tries to catch up with him, but it's useless.
Hyunki: Ya!! Kibum-ah!! Kibum!! wait for me!! Kibum!! (catching her breathe) damn dongsaeng!! i'm ur noona ok!! Kibum!!! (stomps feet)
Suddenly...
Voice: Um, gwenchanayo??
Hyunki: Huh?? (turns) oh, omo!! (covers her mouth)
Voice: Uh, is there a problem, Miss?
Hyunki: Ah? (nods) ne... (blush)
Voice: Oh, I'm Jonghyun. Kim Jonghyun. u?
Hyunki: (blushing harder) I'm Hyunki. Kim Hyunki...
Jonghyun: I see. are u going somewhere? u're wearing the same uniform as i do.. (points to his badge)
Hyunki: (looks at her badge) Ah, ne... i just transferred here. but i don't know where the school is... my, my dongsaeng left me... (sad face)
Jonghyun: Really? um, would u like to walk with me? since i'm going to the school too...
Hyunki: Huh?? can i??
Jonghyun: (nods) Sure.. after all, we're schoolmates right? (smiles)
Hyunki: (stunned)
Jonghyun: Shall we? uh, Miss? Miss?? Kim Hyunki-ssi!
Hyunki: Ah? (rubs her head) mian...
Jonghyun: It's ok... are we good to go?
Hyunki: (blush) Ah, ye...
Jonghyun: Then, follow me...
Hyunki: Ne...
*SM High...
Kibum enter the school with a heavy heart. he doesn't know how to confront her. after letting a heavy sigh, he open the door. as he open it, the first thing he see is, what else? her. she's sitting at her place, perfectly dressed, hair neatly do, and she's staring outside through the window. one hand on her chin, and another one on the table. that's her usual pose when she's day-dreaming or have nothing to do. she looks perfectly fine, like nothing had happened. like it's another school day for her. slowly, he make his way towards his seat. one step, two step. suddenly...
Soojung: Kibummie!!! (approaches)
Kibum: Uh...
Kibum froze. his eyes is on EunShi, who show no emotions or expression at all. she didn't move, nor turn her head towards him. his heart start racing for no reason.
Soojung: Kibum-ah... hmm? Kibummie!!
Kibum: (still looking at EunShi) What?
Soojung: Huh?? ya!! i'm talking to u!! (hold Kibum's arm)
Kibum: What do u want?
Soojung: Huh?? Kibum-ah... why are u like this??
Kibum: (glare at Soojung) Let go of me.
Soojung: Huh?? Kibum-ah...
Kibum: I said. let me go.
Soojung: Kibum... (lets go)
Kibum: Huh... (walks to his seat)
Soojung is shocked. this is the first time Kibum had ask her to let go of him. he never cares when anyone hold his hands or arms. or when a girl tugs his shirt. he never cares . he never did care. but today, he didn't just ask her to let go, he glare at her too! luckily no one really paid attention to them, so nobody sees what just happen. quickly, she runs out and head to the toilet. while Kibum, who's still two desk away from EunShi, feels his heart thumping like crazy. as if it didn't receive enough blood to pump. as he walk closer, his whole body starts to shiver. just before he pull his chair, she turns her head. now, their eyes met. he freezes. not knowing how to act. as the results, he stares at her. unknowingly, his sight starts to blur. not because of his crazy-thumping heart, but because of tears. his eyes is now full with tears, which can flow out of his eyes any minute now. he tries to controls it but, he can't. his aching heart is hurting him. inside out. he wants to hug her. tightly. he wants to cry on her shoulder. while telling her he's very sorry. he wants to apologize for what had happen. he wants to tell her how much he misses her, the old her. how he never stops loving her, even though their sad break up was two years ago. he wants to do all of that, but he can only stares at her with his teary eyes.
SM High, gate...
Jonghyun: We're here...
Hyunki: Huh? already??
Jonghyun: Uh, yes... wae?
Hyunki: Ah, nothing, nothing... so this is SM High?
Jonghyun: Yup. (smiles) what do u think?
Hyunki: It's bigger than i thought... plus, it's, so grand-looking...
Jonghyun: It's SM High after all... now, i think we should head to the office to determine ur class. or, have u already know which class u're in?
Hyunki: Class? my class?
Jonghyun: (nods)
Hyunki: Oh! wait up... i have it somewhere... (search something in her bag) ah, found it! (take out a paper)
Jonghyun: What's that?
Hyunki: My admission letter. my mom gave t to me this morning. she said my class is stated in here. but, (blush) i haven't read it actually...
Jonghyun: (smiles) Gwenchana... may i look at it?
Hyunki: Ah, sure!! ( hand it to him)
Jonghyun take the letter and read it. as he come across her class, he look at her with disbelieve...
Hyunki: Hmm? what's the matter? is something wrong?
Jonghyun: U, u're a 3rd year??
Hyunki: Huh? yes. waeyo?
Jonghyun: 3rd year... (bows) mianhae!
Hyunki: Huh?? uh, why are u bowing??
Jonghyun: Mianhae... i should address u properly... mianhae, sunbaenim.
Hyunki: Huh?? sunbae??
Jonghyun: Yes... u're my sunbae...
Hyunki: Mwo?? how come??
Jonghyun: I'm, i'm a 2nd year... see, (points to his tie) 1st year's is blue, 2nd year's is red, and 3rd year's is dark green... u didn't wear a ribbon so i mistook u for a 2nd year.... mianhae...
Hyunki: Ah... u're 2nd year then... ani, gwenchana... my bad too... i should have introduce myself properly before...
Jonghyun: Aniyo... it's my fault...
Hyunki: Ah, gwenchana... gwenchana... (rubs her head)
Jonghyun: Um, i think we should go to the office first, since u haven't got ur ribbon yet... the teacher will take u to ur class...
Hyunki: Ah, ye...
Just before they head to the office,
Onew: Jonghyun?
Jonghyun: Oh? hyung! (bows)
Hyunki: Huh? (look at Jonghyun and copy him)
Onew: Who's this?
Jonghyun: Huh? she's a transfer student. she didn't know where the school is so i showed her. i'm taking her to the office since she hasn't got her ribbon yet...
Onew: I see... annyeong haseyo, Lee Jinki imnida...
Hyunki: Ah? ne, annyeong haseyo... Kim Hyunki imnida...
Onew: Hyunki??
Hyunki: Ah, ne... is there a problem?
Onew: Ah, no, no... nothing...
Jonghyun: Onew hyung, ah, Jinki sunbae is the President of our school's Student's Council...
Hyunki: Jeongmal???
Onew: Ah, ne...
Hyunki: I see... nice to meet u, President!
Onew: Ah, ye... um, i should get going. see u during recess, Jonghyun... (walks away)
Jonghyun: (nods) Ne, hyung. (look at Hyunki) um, let's go, sunbae...
Hyunki: Ah, ne...
*School's backyard...
Onew leans against the brick sink at one corner of the backyard. his catching his breathe back. the short encounter with the new student just now really gave him a shock. it's really surprising to know that her name is Hyunki. he wipes a few sweat on his forehead and tries to cool down. but, he can't. hearing the name 'Hyunki' makes him recall all the things he wants to forget. the thing he tried really hard to let go. but, he can't. just as he about to really forget, a girl with the same name showed up in front of him. now, how can he forget?? the name keep repeating itself in his mind...
*Class 1-1...
Kibum knows, there's no point for him to stand there, doing nothing. it'll be totally useless since he already get a chance to sort things out with her. so, he hold his tears in, and open his mouth. he nearly says 'sorry' when she suddenly smile and stand up.
EunShi: (smiling) Good morning, Kim Kibum. nice day, isn't it?
And the tears he's holding in, flows out of his eyes...
Friday, January 14, 2011
Chapter 7 (part 1)> Don't Be Like This...
*ShioN's Mall, 3rd floor..
EunShi: (puts her cup down) Nice!
Ahn: Like it?
EunShi: (nods) Yup! how's ur bread?
Ahn: It's great! the ice-blended too!
EunShi: Great! (smiles) we really haven't hang out in a while didn't we?
Ahn: (nods) Um! i wonder why... (thinks)
EunShi: (shakes head) Geh... (knocks her head)
Ahn: Ya! what's that for??
EunShi: U're the one forgot about me!! huh, so busy dating with Onew oppa... (smirks)
Ahn: Uh... (blush) Hehehe...
EunShi: What 'hehehe'? don't 'hehehe' me! (mehrong)
Ahn: Oh, come on... (rubs head) u should find someone as well u know... (drinks)
EunShi: Uh... (looks away)
Ahn: Ya... (pull her hands) don't be like this...
EunShi: Mwo? what did i do??
Ahn: Uh... how long are u going to stay like this? there's no point waiting for someone like him!
EunShji: (drinks) What're u talking about?
Ahn: EunShi-ah...
EunShi: (puts her cup down) Listen. i'm not waiting anyone, anymore ok?
Ahn: Um, (stares) for real?
EunShi: (nods) Ye.
Ahn: Really??
EunShi: Ne!
Ahn: Uh... then, why're u like this?
EunShi: Like what?
Ahn: Uh, u... u...
Ahn tries to find the right words to say it but she couldn't. while EunShi, who's still waiting for her answer, look around and see something...
EunShi: Hey, look at that!
Ahn: Huh? (looks around) mwo?
EunShi: (points) There...
Ahn: Huh? (looks) ah, a new shop!
EunShi: (nods and smile) It look like a bridal shop!
Ahn: Huh?? jeongmal??? (looks again) whoa!!
EunShi: Pretty isn't it?
Ahn: (nods) Ye!!
EunShi: Hmm... it's seem new right?
Ahn: Yup. i never saw that before...
EunShi: Wonder when it'll be open...
Ahn: Shall we go there when it's finished?
EunShi: (nods) Ye!
Ahn: Yaksok?
EunShi: Yaksok! (smiles)
Ahn: Yeay!! (smiles)
EunShi: Uh, but, don't u want to go there with Onew oppa? (sighs)
Ahn: Huh? um... (thinks) ah! ara!
EunShi: Huh?
Ahn: We'll go, four of us!!
EunShi: Huh? four??
Ahn: (smiles) Yes. four! Onew oppa, me, u and...
EunShi: (raise eyebrow) And...
Ahn: Ur boyfriend!
EunShi: (cough) Mworaguyo??
Ahn: (grins and nods) Yes. since u said u're not waiting for anybody, i think u should consider if anyone confess to u...
EunShi: (sighs and touches her head) Aigoo... there won't be anyone...
Ahn: Ah, there will! it's u who never gave any chance!
EunShi: (shakes head and sighs) Fine, fine...
Ahn: U'll give anyone a chance right?
EunShi: Huh... i'll try... ok?
Ahn: (satisfied) Good!
EunShi: (shakes head) Jeongmal...
Ahn: (mehrong) Shall we get home?
EunShi: (look at her watch) Ne... let's go.
Ahn: Um!
*SM High...
Onew walk out of the school building after touring around the school and making sure that's everything is fine. his head hurt. probably because he didn't get so much sleep last night, thinking about so many things. as he walk, he start to think about the photo he saw last night. automatically, his heart start to hurt. the old flame seems to be lighted up again. suddenly...
Voice: Onew sunbae! sunbae?
Onew: (turns) Huh? oh, Minho!
Minho: (approaches) Are u going home?
Onew: (nods) Ye... u too?
Minho: (nods) Ah, sunbae... um...
Onew: Huh? what is it?
Minho: Ah, um... (looks down) is, is...
Onew: Mworago?
Minho: Um, is she, ok?
Onew: Ah... (smiles) ye... she's fine...
Minho: Oh... (relief) i'm glad...
Onew: (smiles and pat his shoulder) Thanks again, for yesterday...
Minho: Uh? (shakes head) aniyo... i didn't do anything...
Onew: (smiles) Thanks anyway...
Minho: Uh, ne...
Onew: Well then, see u later...
Minho: Ah, ne... (bows) annyeong higaseyo, sunbaenim...
Onew: (smiles and walks away) Ne...
Minho: (turns)
Onew: (turns back) Ah, Minho!
Minho: Hmm? yes, sunbaenim?
Onew: (smiles) Don't call me 'sunbae' anymore...
Minho: Huh?
Onew: Call me 'hyung' instead. u're like a family now... (smiles)
Minho: Ah? but...
Onew: It's fine... plus, u'll need to make use it anyway...
Minho: Huh?
Onew: (smirks) Well then... (walks away)
Minho: Huh? what's he's talking about? (thinks while walking)
Onew walk away and head home. his head hurt and he really want to rest. thinking about his dongsaeng and 'that girl' really made him go mad. plus, he still need to think about Ahn. she's the only one for him now. nobody else! only her! that's what he thought to himself. however, he can't lie to himself. he knows, he can't forget her...
EunShi: (puts her cup down) Nice!
Ahn: Like it?
EunShi: (nods) Yup! how's ur bread?
Ahn: It's great! the ice-blended too!
EunShi: Great! (smiles) we really haven't hang out in a while didn't we?
Ahn: (nods) Um! i wonder why... (thinks)
EunShi: (shakes head) Geh... (knocks her head)
Ahn: Ya! what's that for??
EunShi: U're the one forgot about me!! huh, so busy dating with Onew oppa... (smirks)
Ahn: Uh... (blush) Hehehe...
EunShi: What 'hehehe'? don't 'hehehe' me! (mehrong)
Ahn: Oh, come on... (rubs head) u should find someone as well u know... (drinks)
EunShi: Uh... (looks away)
Ahn: Ya... (pull her hands) don't be like this...
EunShi: Mwo? what did i do??
Ahn: Uh... how long are u going to stay like this? there's no point waiting for someone like him!
EunShji: (drinks) What're u talking about?
Ahn: EunShi-ah...
EunShi: (puts her cup down) Listen. i'm not waiting anyone, anymore ok?
Ahn: Um, (stares) for real?
EunShi: (nods) Ye.
Ahn: Really??
EunShi: Ne!
Ahn: Uh... then, why're u like this?
EunShi: Like what?
Ahn: Uh, u... u...
Ahn tries to find the right words to say it but she couldn't. while EunShi, who's still waiting for her answer, look around and see something...
EunShi: Hey, look at that!
Ahn: Huh? (looks around) mwo?
EunShi: (points) There...
Ahn: Huh? (looks) ah, a new shop!
EunShi: (nods and smile) It look like a bridal shop!
Ahn: Huh?? jeongmal??? (looks again) whoa!!
EunShi: Pretty isn't it?
Ahn: (nods) Ye!!
EunShi: Hmm... it's seem new right?
Ahn: Yup. i never saw that before...
EunShi: Wonder when it'll be open...
Ahn: Shall we go there when it's finished?
EunShi: (nods) Ye!
Ahn: Yaksok?
EunShi: Yaksok! (smiles)
Ahn: Yeay!! (smiles)
EunShi: Uh, but, don't u want to go there with Onew oppa? (sighs)
Ahn: Huh? um... (thinks) ah! ara!
EunShi: Huh?
Ahn: We'll go, four of us!!
EunShi: Huh? four??
Ahn: (smiles) Yes. four! Onew oppa, me, u and...
EunShi: (raise eyebrow) And...
Ahn: Ur boyfriend!
EunShi: (cough) Mworaguyo??
Ahn: (grins and nods) Yes. since u said u're not waiting for anybody, i think u should consider if anyone confess to u...
EunShi: (sighs and touches her head) Aigoo... there won't be anyone...
Ahn: Ah, there will! it's u who never gave any chance!
EunShi: (shakes head and sighs) Fine, fine...
Ahn: U'll give anyone a chance right?
EunShi: Huh... i'll try... ok?
Ahn: (satisfied) Good!
EunShi: (shakes head) Jeongmal...
Ahn: (mehrong) Shall we get home?
EunShi: (look at her watch) Ne... let's go.
Ahn: Um!
*SM High...
Onew walk out of the school building after touring around the school and making sure that's everything is fine. his head hurt. probably because he didn't get so much sleep last night, thinking about so many things. as he walk, he start to think about the photo he saw last night. automatically, his heart start to hurt. the old flame seems to be lighted up again. suddenly...
Voice: Onew sunbae! sunbae?
Onew: (turns) Huh? oh, Minho!
Minho: (approaches) Are u going home?
Onew: (nods) Ye... u too?
Minho: (nods) Ah, sunbae... um...
Onew: Huh? what is it?
Minho: Ah, um... (looks down) is, is...
Onew: Mworago?
Minho: Um, is she, ok?
Onew: Ah... (smiles) ye... she's fine...
Minho: Oh... (relief) i'm glad...
Onew: (smiles and pat his shoulder) Thanks again, for yesterday...
Minho: Uh? (shakes head) aniyo... i didn't do anything...
Onew: (smiles) Thanks anyway...
Minho: Uh, ne...
Onew: Well then, see u later...
Minho: Ah, ne... (bows) annyeong higaseyo, sunbaenim...
Onew: (smiles and walks away) Ne...
Minho: (turns)
Onew: (turns back) Ah, Minho!
Minho: Hmm? yes, sunbaenim?
Onew: (smiles) Don't call me 'sunbae' anymore...
Minho: Huh?
Onew: Call me 'hyung' instead. u're like a family now... (smiles)
Minho: Ah? but...
Onew: It's fine... plus, u'll need to make use it anyway...
Minho: Huh?
Onew: (smirks) Well then... (walks away)
Minho: Huh? what's he's talking about? (thinks while walking)
Onew walk away and head home. his head hurt and he really want to rest. thinking about his dongsaeng and 'that girl' really made him go mad. plus, he still need to think about Ahn. she's the only one for him now. nobody else! only her! that's what he thought to himself. however, he can't lie to himself. he knows, he can't forget her...
Thursday, January 13, 2011
학교와 성가신 사람 . .
Hello , hello ! :)
gosh ! the public speaking competition ended already !
(relief) =.=
hu3 . . sadly , i didn't manage to get into the top3 . .
i finished 4th , again ! :p
duh , that's not my day i guess . . but i'm glad that the 1st till 3rd place goes to Jempol ! :))
plus , i got to meet the Yamtuan Besar n his family ! ^^
i guess it's not that bad after all . .
we're talking about Royal families ok ? ? ha3 . . stupid me . .
and all the contestants are really nice ! !
it's great meeting those people . .
especially Chelsea , Mohan , Atifah n Alya (did i spell her name right ? >.<")
but i feel sorry for Ahn as well . .
i left her , sitting alone at the other table ! !
sorry dear . i'll treat u something nice later ok ?
n , mianhae for ur perfume ! it slipped off my hand ! ! >.<
hu3 . . poor her , i didn't just left her alone , i broke her perfume as well !
aigoo . . what's wrong with me ? ?
did i got a mind-struck or what ? huk3 . .
well , let's leave that . i have other things to talk about .
ofc , SCHOOL !
gyahh ! ! because of the competition , i left a lot of my class .
n there's a pile of homework that need to be done as well ! !
i hope i'll manage to finished it in time . .
just , teacher , wae do u have to give us tons of homework ? ? ? >.<
(sighs) guess , it's my duty as a student right ? :p
. l i f e .
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Busy ! Busy ! Busy !
gwehhh ! !
it's 2011 now ! !
ha3 . . i'm a little late right ? but , gwenchana ! :P
hu3 . .
been busy lately , since the 1 . 1 . 11 ~
wae ? gyah !
my niece , my nephews , my family !
n also , school ! !
to make it worse , the Public Speaking Competition ! !
warghh . . so many things going on around me right now !
n now , i have tons of homework to do , n another speech text to write .
so stressful , but i have to be strong !
plus , SHINee is having their 1st concert ! !
gwahhh ! so jealous of those Shawols who managed to went there . . >.<
how i wish i was there . . but , that's kinda impossible for me . .
because this year is a crucial year for me . .
i got SPM ! !
huk3 . . n this year is (perhaps) my last year in school !
(since i don't have a plan to enter Form 6)
time does flew so fast right ?
i wonder if i'll be ok this year . . >.<"
i hope so , coz i don't want to disappoint my family .
well of course , since i'm the only one who's still in school right now . .
hu3 . . fighting ! ! (self-cheering)
well then , as for my ff , i'll try to update them every weekend , since it's impossible during weekdays .
but only after i finish my public speaking competition . .
(sighs) i'm in the state level now , after finishing 4th (which is awful) in the district level .
hope i'll be able to redeem myself by getting into the top 3 for the next level . .
can i get into the national level ? ? ?
MOLLA YO ! ! !
someone help me please ! ! hu3 . .
until then , i'll call it a day now . .
(bows 90 degree)
안녕히 가세요!
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